iamnotnic: hey people that are currently reading, my name is nicholas and i pretty much hate myself to the point where i want to stab myself until i bleed out buckets, but that's not the point and this isn't an introduction, im simply writing this because everyone that loves me will soon to forget me for the lack of time i spend doing nothing but sob, making my eyes bloodshot and my voice all raspy and weak. i won't be on for a long while, and i can't tell you why, just wait until i come back. i can't promise you that im going to come back for sure, but if i leave i can promise to say goodbye. i love you all even for the ones that hate my gut. have a nice life without me, i need to think this through. and, one question; if i die, will you still remember me? #openrp #daddyrp