_missingmymother_r.i.p: AT APPROXIMATELY AROUND THIS TIME TODAY BUT LAST YEAR I WAS CALLED TO PG HOSPITAL WHERE THEY RUSHED YOU TO BECAUSE YOU WASNT DOING WELL😥 WHEN I GOT THERE I COULDN'T SEE YOU & WHEN I DID I HAD TO MAKE THE MOST WORST/HURTFUL DECISION OF MY LIFE. THE DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT YOUR HEART HAD CONTINUOUSLY KEPT STOPPING & IT WAS NOTHING ELSE THEY CAN DO SO I HAD TO TELL THEM TO STOP WORKING ON YOU😫😭 I COULD HAVE NEVER BROUGHT MYSELF TO SAY THOSE WORDS BUT WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU I COULDN'T NO LONGER LET YOU SUFFER😥😓 WHEN I GOT BACK THERE TO YOU, YOU HAD A PULSE BECAUSE THEY JUST WORKED ON YOU. THE MOMENT I LAYED EYES ON YOU THE TEARS BEGIN TO ROLL DOWN MY FACE & I GRABBED YOUR HAND. YOUR HAND WAS ALREADY ICE COLD😔 AS I CRIED I WHISPERED IN YOUR EAR HOW MUCH SAVANNAH & I LOVE YOU & TO FIGHT SO YOU COULD GET UP BUT THERE WAS NO FIGHT LEFT😫😭😭😭 I ALSO TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GOING TO MAKE YOU PROUD & BE THE BEST MOTHER I COULD TO SAVANNAH AS YOU WERE TO ME & THAT WE WAS GOING TO BE FINE. AS SOON AS I SAID THOSE WORDS YOU FLAT LINED RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES😭😭 & IT WAS NOTHING THAT I COULD DO😫😭😭😭 I BEGIN TO CRY & YELL NON STOP AS THE DOCTOR PRONOUNCED YOU DEAD. EVEN I YEAR LATER I STILL REMEMBER IT AS IF IT WAS YESTERDAY💔 THIS HAS BEEN THE MOST HEARTBREAKING, HURTFUL, EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER YEAR EVER! I LOVE YOU MOM MORE THAN WORDS ITSELF & I KNOW YOU WITH ME BUT I WOULD DO ANYTHING JUST TO HAVE YOU BACK WITH ME😓😥😭 I CANT BELIEVE HOW 1YEAR CAME SOOO FAST BUT AS THEY SAME OH HOW TIME FLYS.... #MyQueen👑 #MyMother #MyFriend #IllBeThereLater😘😘